as i was sitting in a business meeting (a conference call) i actually got distracted and had some quality time with God. i told Him about a conversation i had with a co worker, about how frustrated i was because i have an appointment tonight (which is a good thing) but i was told that i would help with the presentation this morning (around 8am) and i am NOT a morning person. plus my whole heart is not in this meeting, but rather at another meeting i want to go to at the same time. my bible study group is adding a new person tonight and i really wanted to be there to meet her since i have a hard time with change and have actually been struggling with the change in our group since monday (it is now wednesday). i thought i had come to a place of acceptance, but in the back of my mind i keep praying that God would cancel the appointment so that i could go to my study. anyways, the important part of this is that i would like -- instead of God to answer my desire to change the meeting, i want my desire to become HIS.
God, my hearts cry right now is to "help me to want what YOU want".
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